Even though, I have desire to live as a full time women. I can’t behave like one. Staying in some other person’s house as a women is more difficult. I asked him to forgive me. I never wanted our friendship to spoil because of this matter. He agreed to that, but he told me to think one more time. He told me Anandhi think once again. He asked me sorry Anand. it came in a flow. In case, if you agree to be my wife, I thought of calling you as Anandhi.
I did not get a proper sleep that night. In dream also I felt him calling me as Anandhi. My mind voice began to speak with me. It was your desire to live the life as a women, now when the opportunity comes, you are pushing it out like this. This is not at all fair. You did dressing, whenever you got small opportunities, now it is mega opportunity and you are just wasting it. My major worry was what if I get caught, in the act of acting like women.
I am ready to take up this role for him, but there are many reasons that are stopping me from doing so. I told him that I can’t act like a women too long. I don’t want you to get caught in that act. You are the person, because of whom I am studying, I can do anything for you replied Anand. I wanted to tell all these to him. Something stopped me from doing so. Totally in confused state. I looked at my old pics and videos. I have to do these for some days instead of some minutes.
So Anandhi, decided to perform these arts by praying god. Ramalingam was happy on listening to anandhi’s words. He asked her to come to his home immediately. I asked him to take care of expenses of Anandhi. I never have a lot of expectations when I am a guy but it multiplies when I am a women. He told that his friend is running a drama theater and we can get dresses and other girly items from him. I was happy and shocked to see the things he had brought. I immediately grabbed clothes and accessories and dressed as a girl and stood in front of him. He told me that, I look more pretty in reality than in pics.
To be continued….
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