i didn’t know, whom to share these problems. I had a account in my name it is known as Harini Sweety. I would like people to call me as Harini from my childhood. My mom used to tell Hari “nee seivathu suthmaga seri illai ” (What you are doing is not right), I used to hear as Harini what you are doing is not right ? From that time, my mind will be thinking, If someone won’t call me as Harini. So, I kept my name as Harini in Facebook.
There were a lot of guys who approach me to satisfy their sexual desires and crossdressers did not trust me. I felt heartbroken and wanted to give up crossdressing. I prayed to god, not to give such a difficult situation to any other person. I was not looking for many people, I just want a person, who can help me in dressing. They must be my protector, friend. But, I failed in finding the right person. Some asked my phone number and many asked for my pictures.
I never wanted to take pics, when I am crossdressed. Moreover, I did not want to share my pictures with strangers. What if they misuse my pictures for money. I thought of waiting for right person for 2 to 3 days, If no one comes, we will approach those sex seekers only. I felt that I can agree to their demands, if they help me in dressing up as women. My mind began the oscillation to become a women and I did not know, how to control it.
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