The next day morning I woke up early. I was felling bit nervous that time to go infornt of my mother.But I took some courage and set my dress and makeup. When I came infornt of her she became puzzled and began to laugh. Then she said that I was looking beautiful in that bad makeover. However my mother was happy what I was doing. My happiness is to my mother’s happiness. She had no problem whether i was staying as a daughter or a son.I was felling very ashamed to discuss about it to my friend Sukanya. I told her everything.
I freshed myself. Then my mother said to wear a salwarkameez. I chose one my wife’s favourite salwarkameezs. I wore it and feeling very womanly. Then my mother order to wear my wife’s payel. The painted toes with payel and toe ring made my feet so girly…no one can say that was not a female’s feet.One thing was very clear that I was gradually loosing the attachment of my wife’s death. I became very happy for my new passion. Ananya was rightly decided.
After an hour Suku (Sukanya) came to my flat. Firstly I was shying to go infornt of her… but when I went to her she also became puzzled. The fact is that though I am a little bit fat I have fairy skin, nearly girly face…thus my looking was awesome near girly.She takes a sip of coffee, said with a smile; good beginning to enter into feminine world.From, now you are not Rituparno. You are now Rituparna Ghoshal and to me you are Ritu ,my new frend. Again I blushed.
Then I said about my office for joining. Though I didn’t want to go to my office again…but for the sake stomach I had to say that. But here sunkanya’s word made me very happy. She rather said don’t worry about office. She also said;”You should only pay on your new hobby.I would take care of your financial responsibilities.” I became very happy having her as my friend.Next,we return back to our discussion about dressing. She tell me that whenever we are at home we will start learning cooking & household chores.
I laugh and ask why shall I do those choruses? she smiles and says,” since you are entering into to women’s world it is necessary to do these works.You can get a proper felling of woman.”One thing I have to say that it is not my aim only to fulfill my hobby. Actually I am fully bored towards my male world. I want to make adventure now to the feminine world. I want to became a permanent girl. I want to become someone’s daughter or someone’s girl friend, or someone’s wife.Here I get the light of hope by Suku.
Suku makes some naughty comment about my looking. She teases me by saying that I am more beautiful than her. I feel satisfaction from Suku’s talking.
However,she smiles & takes the tape out of her hand and starts measuring my bust & under bust first. Then she took my complete measurements as are taken for a female.I ask what she is doing?!She says, “just planning to shop for my friend today.
I want to see my friend in some new lady’s dress. “
I smile& hugg her……she plans for 5 pair of bra and panties, 10sets of blouse & petticoat, 10 salwar suits, 5tops with Capri, jeans, skirts, artificial eyelashes & nails, clip-on nose & ear clips, toering, payels , bangles, makeupkit,lipsticks, lip glosses, nail polish & many more,and also a pair natuarla wig.I see the chat and I can’t think that these are for me. I feel really girly……..It was the happiest moment of my life!
I was feeling like in heaven. She rushed me to the market. All day we shopped for me. We both were very happy & purchased even more than we have planned.
Reaching home after having dinner, she just checks out those dress to see that how I will look in those dress. After, saying good bye to me ,she left my house.
I went to sleep.
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