Wife’s Death – The End

Days were passing beautifully. I was only thinking about my present situation of my feminine side, no tension about my future. I was only busy with thinking about how to become more feminine day by day.Kumar was giving me more value and attention before the past. He didn’t not think for a single moment that I was not a woman rather a man. But oneday Suku opened my eyes.Suddenly she asked about my future plan.

He asked me: Ritu, my dear,in this way how long you will pass as crossdresser. You should not spoil your life only doing cross dressing. You should marry again and live a happy life.Then ground under my feet had been slipped. I don’t know at that moment how to answer the question of Suku. I thought about it the whole night. couldn’t get any solution.The next day, after waking up from bed…I sat against a mirror..saw my reflection carefully…I was only seeing a female wearing a nighty…who had breast. .. soft shiny and curvy body,…long hair touching the back of the body.

There was no trace of manliness. I well understood that I never be able to escape from this body. I understood that I have to live the whole life as a female.I went infront of Suku and asked for a solution. Then what she gave me as a solution was made me very puzzled shocked and surprised.She asked to marry her brother and became wife of him.After a long hesitation and argumentation I became ready. My mother had no problem to see me as a wife of someone. She was already tensed about her daughter.

Then I asked the cause about why Kumar would marry a man instead of woman…and what she told me was very sorrowful.Actually due to an accident Kumar lost his hormone reproductive system. He was living a life of an eunuch.it would properly became impossible to marry a girl. But if he would stay unmarried the society would look upon him in a negative mind.To escape from bad and cruel eyes of society he was agreed to marry me.The parents of Suku were agreed with us.

They came to Mumbai.Then talked about our marriage…but before marriage all, Suku’s family wanted to see me as permanent female with the help of female hormones and surgeries. My mother agreed with it.However, we finished the marriage through registry in the court-the first step of marriage.This is however, i become permanent crossdresser…going soon into female’s world permanently. I am now taking hormone doses and injections…watching some changes in my body…
Now i am taking care of my whole family–my mother, my husband/my lord/my king,my cousin Suku and my father-in-law and mother-in-law. They also take care of me.

It is decided that after my fully transformation, the marrige through traditional bengali way will be happened….I am very happy with my new life.
Involving with this busy life I didn’t forget about my wife,who gave me this life through her death….

The End…..