This is how my journey completely started.Now I am wearing only saree-boluse-brapanty-salwarkamez-nighty etc instead of pant shirt. I closed the almirah contained with male costumes. I have now new wardrobe contained with this soft materiel. Like my wife,I am now spending my time too much sitting infornt of the mirror to admire my new look. However, it was gradually clearing to me that why my wife took too much time infornt of the mirror,why my wife did so makeups.
2 days had been passed, Suku came with the promised artificial boobs. I applied on my chest and felt like that I was in heaven. The weight of the silicon boobs gave me real feeling of a girl. Just I was thinking as if they wear real one. They gave me a perfect cleavage.
My fate was so good that I was given very supportive persons that is my mother, and Sukanya, by the grace of God.My mother completely accepted me as Ritu. One the other hand, Suku gave me a lot of courage. Gradually she was changing my sex.She said only to pay the attention on my femininity and not to worry about any other matter.I was not known that why Suku was supporting me so much, and spending so much money…. But that was not the time to think about that further.
However my daily routine had been changed fully.Instead of going to the office and arising late in morning,I was only doing cross dressing. My morning began with bathing with soft scent soap,moisturizer, cream etc, wrapping up a towel on my chest, I came to my wardrobe. I wore the wig. Then , I used to wear bra and panty, then Saree/salwar kamezz, then jewellery, makeup etc. I was carefully taking care of my nails…If that wear not painted I painted them carefully.Next I used to did some household choruses.I was spending my days and nights only thinking about my feminine world.
10 days passed: I was looking more beautiful.I learned how to drap my saree, learned cooking, cleaning, learned working on hills and learned other female’s works. I learned a little bit of female’s manner of walking,chatting, talking,attitude etc from my mother and Suku.I was little bit fat. So Suku advised me to go under a diet,so that my figure would look slim and curvy like girl.
1 month passed:
I became more confident. Even I could walk out in public. Even I went out for shopping with my mother or Suku. No body would discover me that I was not a born-female.Because of my diet I loosed some weight.I had weight around 50 kilos. So my body was looking curvy,slim,sexy. My belly was looking so attractive that I even feel tempted to squeeze it.I was thinking to pirce my belly so that I would look more beautiful.
I was doing everything what a female did throughout the whole day.I used to go to the parlour twice an week. I learned all kind of makeup. My hair are now little bit longer than before. If I comb it in feminine style there is no need to use the wig. Then I was using my wig outside the home. My nails were became longer which were mostly wanted.I use different nail polish in my fingernails and toe nails.I used to paint the red nail polish on my little longer shape feet nails. I admired my feet’s looking, after painting them with nail polish, wearing golden chain, and high heels.I used the colour of nail polish and lipstick according to the colours of the dress I wore. But I loved pink lips with pink nails very much.Before sleeping I always massage my soft girly skink with girly lotions to make it brighter than before.I often read or Watch feminine magazine or TV.I learned from them different types of the usage of packs, make ups, lipsticks, cosmetics… I was becoming mentally female.
I taught to give reply from Suku to the taunting of the boys. I also learned how react to the boy’s looking. However I felt totally like an woman. Though I was not an biologically female but I became mentally female. I always felt horn and urge for sex inside. To satisfy myself , when I got a time, I put my long painted finger inside my ass. But in that way I was not satisfied……….
Crossdressunlimited 