But in that way I was not satisfied. However I wanted to do sex in reality with someone who would love me,pamper me as his/her wife/girlfriend.In that way, two months had been passed. But the urge for doing sex was not reduced. Day by day the I was gradually loosing my hetero sexuality and instead, I gained the homo sexuality. Suku was already aware of of it. But I did not confessed it however.It is worthlees to say, the very after the two months of my crossdressing, my hair touched my neck,learned some more feminine stuff, learned how to behave with girls/boys clearly, learned to wear some western costume. Though, I was using my wig.
I enjoyed my crossdressing very much during the Durga Puja, (the big festival of Bengali that you all know about it.). Suku’s parents live in Kolkata. Though, Bengale is my birthplace. But there is no place to stay there. To say it clearly, after the Father’s death my mother sold our ancestral house and came with me in Mumbai.However, to enjoy the Puja vacation we decided to go to Kolkata. There was no problem to stay with Suku’s parents during the puja. We already planed that I would go as Suku friend.
[ one thing here I am saying is important that Suku’s brother/my boss kumar gone for some business issues to America for about 6 month giving the responsibilities on Suku.Though at first I was unknown about the fact became I already said that I did not go to my office after wife’s death. Later Suku told me about it]
We began to plan various things on how to spend the vacation, What to wear, what to do,what to eat etc.
On the 6th day of the puja we reached to Suku’s ancestral house in Kolkata at around 10 pm. We rested there some times. After, We planed about dress,makeups, place,riding etc. In evening, I dressed myself in jeans and top and went to a beautiparlor with Suku. The parlour was crowdy but we got an appointment finally. They shaped my nails, did my facial job and the Suku an I got an appointment to apply mehendi/henna on our palms and hands.We came back to Suku’s house,finished the dinner. We went to sleep. That was the first time when we two girls slept in a same bed.
Next day after doing some breakfast, we planed to go to ride on scuti to see the Mandap(temple) which wear in distance from Suku’s house. Firstly I puzzled about what to wear. Finally I chose a blue jeans and green top. I did some makeup,paint my nails in bright green. Wear some casual jewellery. Wore bracelets and a golden watch in my right hand. My right hand was looking beautiful with green painted shaped nails with watch. That day I denied to use the wig. The worker of Beauty parlor already gave good style to my hair.so there was no need to use the wig. Finally I chose a black high heel shoe. At around 10 am we went out for riding on scuti. Whole day we enjoyed eating hutch, hearing teasing of boys,observing lustrous eyes of the boys,gossiping, clicking selfi etc..The daylight was declined. We came back. But the problem that I was facing, was I strongly felt urge to sex. But after ejected hormones I became calm.
Next day, we again went for riding…We came back around 5 pm. we planed that we would go to temple wearing Saree. I chose a red attractive Saree which had some embroidery works… After wearing backless blouse I draped myself in that red Saree. Sat again the mirror for makeup makeup. Applied eyelids, re dish eyeshadow, red blusher on my checks, and red lipstick on my lips. Applied a red bindi on my forehead.Wore some golden jewellery. Wore a heavy necklace. Wore some red bangles on my right hand and that time I wore the watch on my left. then I chose a 2″ high heel. my nails were already painted in red. We went for the Mandap and saw the pratimas. However , Durga puja had been passed. But my urged to sex to with someone did not reduce.My urge for sex gained into realization when the Diwali came…
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